I know it's wrong, but that is how I feel.
(of course I still check on them in their beds, to make sure they are breathing)
Not trying to be rude. I know you just love them and want the best. I guess trust is a tough issue. I always told my parents the brutal truth when asked. Got in a lot of trouble. I'll tell everyone in the world, I wish everyone had parents like mine. I hope your kids say the same!